It is time for me to just say fuck you and move on. That's not so nice I know but I am so sick of people and this is why:
Ever since I started dating my boyfriend everyone I thought I was friends with (not EVERYONE that's an exaggeration but A LOT of people that were my so called "friends") decided they despised me because either they hate who I am dating or that I am dating someone that isn't them or even they hate me for dating him.
Here is what I have to say to that, you mean nothing to me now. You are dead to me for treating me this way so now I say I am discontent with your bullshit friendship and I am deleting you from my life and I will refuse to even remember your lies. I don't need this I have enough going on in my life without you making it harder for me to be happy.
As for my love life I'm not sorry you hate me for dating him but you know what? Don't hate me because you didn't want him anymore, you didn't want to try and that's fine but stop trying to make me leave him, you won't ever get back with him so why try and break us up? It isn't my fault you couldn't make it work.
For those of you who got hurt because I am dating him I'm sorry you got hurt, however, I am not sorry that you took your sweet ass time telling me you want me. You were the one who waited until it was too late to tell me you loved me. You waited until it was impossible to be more than friends to want a relationship and I can't give you that. I'm sorry you're hurt but you brought that on yourself you coward.
Last but not least those of you who hate my man, ask yourself why. If it's personal and he hurt you that's between you. If it is his reputaion then get over it he's not that guy anymore and you can see that if you get to know him the way I do but you have to want to see the real him not that thing you remember him to be.
Everyone who is still there for me I love you and I thank you for being there and for being so wonderful.
For EVERYONE remember this one thing: It isn't easy and you have to want to but it is possible for this to happen: People do change for better and worse but the point is that they do change.
Hidden In My Eyes.
9 years ago
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